I honestly want to change my attitude on myself and my life. I am tired of dwelling on the past and my current circumstances. I wish that I could focus on my future plans and keep myself content and happy in every way possible. I want the confidence to love myself and not hold myself back because of how I look and feel inside. I want to be the best Jean I can possibly be.
I wish that I could find you, that one person in my dreams that seems to be prominent in my subconscious mind. I find myself with you as I sleep and constantly in search of you during the hours that I am awake. Reality is not a place for me if you are not here. I find myself in this constant battle that maybe this dream guy is just an elaborate hoax on my sanity. Maybe I should stop spending hours at a time wishing and looking. I am letting life pass me by and I am left with nothing to show for. I wish that I could stop living in the clouds. Dream magic isn’t real, love always lets me down.
I want to be able to prove to someone that love is not all lies, short period bursts of happiness with long amounts of overcompensated pain. I want to be able to have someone trust that not all people are the same and that their are still a few good ones out here wanting to share the true meaning of the word love as it was intended upon its defined creation.
I wish for a successful life. I hope that in the future I am doing something amazing with my talents. I am so scared that I am going to fail at life, you have no idea. I wish that I will be known and try to change the world for the better
I would honestly wish to have more love and respect for myself. I always feel so disgusted when I look in the mirror. I compare myself to everyone. I just would like for once to love myself again.
I want these so bad.
I think I’m on my guy period.
I want the new Apple iPad 2
And a Macbook Pro
or Just enough money to buy the Macbook Pro.
I hate not having a job and being poor. Gahh.